溸庭

师父,这是我在2/7/2020, 星期四的过程, 和您分享:
A Day to Remember The Day to Treasure ….
今天早上,到 Punggol Park, 就打算先不开始念工。
因为,我想跟师父说说话。最重要的是要忠心诚恳的感激师父的帮忙。
我感觉得到师父有在帮我们。
六月六曰,星期六,跟师父首次见面后,请求他帮忙妈妈的病情后,我突然间就没有必须要唱酒才入睡的习惯了。
这 “唱酒才入睡” 的习惯已经过了十多年了。每天晩上也会经常哭,也睡不了。
但是,我发现,跟师父见面后,奇怪的,我就沒有要喝酒的感觉。一直到今天,都没有了……
而且,在这二十多天里,我的心情也平静下来。最重要的是,妈妈也有进步。
所以,我知道,师父有在帮我们。我一定要象他说 “谢谢您、感恩您”。
我也在辅导员的推动下,鼓起勇气,问师父是否可以去看看妈妈,和妈妈结个缘。
跟师父聊过之后,我就自己在公园里走了一圈。
心里就是一直念 “阿弥陀佛”,还有带着一颗感恩的心。
要回家之前,就发现自己站着,心里一直说 “谢谢您,谢谢您,谢谢您。我会一心一意,全心全意的用心去做应该做的事情。听话,好好用心修行。”
My gratitude towards 师父, subconsciously brought me to hug him.
I sincerely THANK him for his Kindness, his Patience, his Willingness for me, for the people around him.
Subconsciously, I tell myself 师父 has been working very hard for himself and for the people around him.
As a person, this Life Time, I must do well (修行)to repay his Kindness.
I found myself kneeling in front of him, apologising to him for my wrong doings.
I am amazed with the experience I encountered this morning.
I valued it. I treasured it.
心里面,就是感恩、道歉、要用心跟随师父学习。
最终,还是必须看自己的意志力,继续学习、继续往前走……
Once again, Heart Felt Sincere Thanks to Master Jeffery Ng 师父,忠心诚恳的谢谢您
感恩 溸庭上 2/7/2020, Thursday